cinta palsu....

opss..ooopss..
haaa..
jgn nak wat spekulasi bukan2 k..
cite ni xde kene mgene antara ak ngan die..

yang sbnarnye ak tgah geram..
err..bkn geram..
marah??pon bukan..
kecewa...lagi bukan..
ak xtau aku rase ape skang..
yang ak tau aku benci rase camni..
huh!

sian kat rumate ak..
punye setia..sayang kat sorg mmt yg perasan ensem nak mpos!
tup2 tau mmat ni dok main kayu 3..bukan 3...
bepuluh2...
*jgn nak bajet market la cha!!!
muke ko ngan kayu da xde beza da pon!!*
aishh..emo lak...cowiiii...haha

ak pntang tol la laki camni..
pns der~

kat rumate sayam..
tbhkan hti..
kuatkan smgt..
sorg pegi..
sepuluh mari!!
jgn igt lg laki tu..
nonsense..
sayam..
i know u can face it~
im here to cheer u up babe!!

be strong..
be tough..
be happy...

xoxo..
dila~

shawl itu...

ni shawl baru sy~
cantik x??hehe..
beli kat TS smlm ngan die..
mura tapi cntik..
tu yg sy suke!!hehe

actually..
nak amik shawl lain..
tp my baby pilihkan yg ni..
sy pon ikut j la ckp die..
mane tau,sume org ckp cantik!
*bangge*haha

xsgke die pndai pilih..
baju rayer sy pon die yg pilihkan..
and once again..
org ckp bju tu cantik!
*tp bju tu sgt2 mhl..xsuke!*
ikutkan hati tamo amik bju tu,...*sgt mahal ok*..cam bazir j...dgn RM 200++ sy boley wat mcm2..
*4-5 helai t-shirt yg cantik!*haha
tp skang,bju tu da jd koleksi kat almari..
*baju kurung...nak pakai g mane gak pon*
lalalalala.....

eh..lari dri tjuk lak..haha...
skang sy tgah giler kumpul shawl ok!!
nak beli byk2...
*sy rase die akn stju..shawl cantik+mura!*haha

nti elaun sy nak beli 5 shawl!!haha
dulu giler cardi..
pastu giler skiny jeans..
skang turn untuk giler shawl!!!
*yg sbnrnya giler shop,shop,shop and shop.haha*

p/s~babyboo....
sy harap awk sokong sy...ngeeee >.<
awk xmara kan3??
sawk kan suke bile sy epy!!
sy akn epy bile ade awk + dpt shoping..
*ayt pncing*
haha...

xoxo...
dila~

prince charming

19/9/2010

harini ak da kne lik seremban
*xsuke!!*
cam biase..
die akn hntar ak smpai dpn pintu kolej jururawat seremban,
*pat ak tumpang utk 3bulan ni*

lpas zohor,kitorg grk dri KSKB,
dan smpai seremban dlm kol 4pm..
g jln2 kt tminal 1..
pastu g mam kt kdai pling best..
ahaks >_<

tgah borak2..
die cakap
"syg...jumpe jmaat ni tau..
ibi tunggu syg blik!"
tibe2 ak rase mate ak brair..
sebak ak dgr camtu..
ak xnk jau dr die!
huhu (T_T)
ak tahan j..
tamo nangis..
tp air mate ni dgil tol!
ak nmpak die cam rase bslh..
then die pjuk ak..
"syg...xlame j kan..5 hr j lg...
ibi tunggu syg tau..ibi akn rndu syg tiap saat..
janji"
tharu ak dgr camtu...

p/s~sorry baby..i just cant stop myself..
2b honest..i need u by my side every single second!
i want u in every single step!
u make me smile..
u always stopped my tears~
let me lean on u..
no matter what..
thanks alot dear~
u cherish my day!

~prince charming~
faizal.. <3>

ada apa dgn nombor 17 ???

dua nombor pling hensem pnah ak jumpe~
satu...tujuh....7.....1.....

yg pnting adelah 17/12/1990
sorang baby hensem lg macho lhir ke dunia..
kat hos kuala lipis..
ank kedua kpd cik pah n en.aik~
*name smrn my mum n dad*
skang baby hensem tu da besar..
mkin hensem n gagah...
segagah badang >_<

7-1="6," 1+7="8" 6/8/1989

taktala ribut melanda...
seorang bby shomel lg ayu lhir..
ank kedua bg psgn romantik..
encik md noor+makcik sulinah@shikin....
skang bby shomel tu jd bf sy...
die sgt sengal...sesengal ubi...
biapon sengal,tp die baik aty...
serta romantik*kekadang j la*
suke nyakat ak...wat smpai ak mlu2 kambing grun..
pyabar...lyn j ape ak nak....even die xsuke bnde tu,...
yg pnting he made my days~
syg die ketat sendat~

p/s~inchik faizal...
sy pnt puji awk..pasni blnje sy tau!ahaks

1/7/2009
first time ak jumpe c boboy~
*shomel ya amat name ni*umph!!haha
mase tu baru msuk KSKB..
kolej d mna saksi cinta kami
*cam sengal je ayat ni..layan!!* >_<

xpnh tgur..
*msing2 pon dah bpunye*haha
hbs orientasi,bru nak rapat..
tu pon dlm msg j...
kdg2 jumpe kat cafe..
mam same2..
*dgn kawn2 lain ok~*
makin lame makin rpt..
smpai 1 hri kitorang kua p midvalley..
*februari 2009..tarikh da lupe*
nak d jdikan cite..
boley plak pkaian ktorang same..
dri ats smpai bwh ok!!
*kecuali tdung..tp ok gak lau die pon pkai tdung..
msti lg shomel!*errrr...^_^
so..pas pristwa 2,ktorg makin2 rpt...
g kolej pon same..ape pon same la...
at last couple..even byk "halangan"

tarikh couple tu kan....nak tau kan...kan...kan...
pon ade nom satu...tujuh...7....1

17/4/2009..
maka brmulalah epilog cinta kami....
love sana.....love sini.....love...love...
mmg dlm hati ade taman la!haha
biase la adt bcinte..
gaduh...slh fhm....mrjuk...
tp ktorg ttp bthan even kdg2 ak ni goyah ckit..
*iman tipis mmg la*haha
fikir nak ikut perasaan j...
nasib la c boboy yg shantek tu pthankan hbgn ni..

17/9/2010
hrini...genaplah ulangbulan ke 17 kami..
ak hrp...hbgn ni kkl sampai akhir hyt..
ak selesa dgn die..
agak2 die happy x ngan ak???? *_*..wondering~

xoxo....
~dila~

raya dtg lg!

bile sebut sal rayer j,
sume org happy..
xkire tua or muda..

tp ak sdih bile rayer tibe...
tringatkan parents yg da lame pergi,
*sebak *
takbir rayer tu btul2 buat ak sedih..
syahdu n mngusik jiwa
*jiwang dlm sedih..ok2*
mcm thun2 lpas,
ak pekakkan j tlinge bile dgr takbir rayer..
dlm hati sape tau???
*menangis*


tp ak pkse diri untuk jadi kuat..
ak perlu hdapi sume ni..
ak punya adik utk d jga..
ak punya abg yg sntiasa ada..
klu adik ak boleh hdapi..
knpa ak x??
klu abg ak masih mmpu tsyum,
knpa bukan ak??

ak da pnt mnangis..
ak da pnt mratap..
sampai 1 msa,
ak sedar..ak perlu bangkit..
ak perlu ubh sedih itu jd bhgia..

skang,
matlamat ak dah ttpkan..
ak akn brusaha kluar dr ksedihan ni..
*semangat utk anjakan paradigma*

ok~
rayer thun ni,
kmi adik brdik xsame tema..
haha..*ktwa dlm airmata*
abg kaler pink,
aku kaler oren..
adik kaler hjau

esok da rayer..
tp ak xsmgt pon nak rayer..
mngkin sbb xde feel puase kot.
huhu...

pape pon..
ak nak ucap slmt hri rayer..
maaf zahir dan batin..
harap2 thun ni dpt kumpul byk duit rayer!
haha..

p/s~muhd faizal...
sy hrp awk bace ni..haha
hrp2 awk fhm maksud sy..
lalalalal*evil lough*

rahsia kita berdua

aku~
..suaraku keras xberbahasa..krna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada..aku mudahn baran tidak semena..mana bole tahan angin cemburu buta..dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala..aku punya manja kau saja bole rasa...rahsia kita berdua

dia~
b smbung ea....dan aku sabar dgn sikap mu yg baran dan sengaja tnjuk keras kepala itu...aku nekad utk tidak berkasar dgn sikap mu itu...aku tahu yg aku perlu menjadi air utk memadam api yg ada di dalam dirimu itu...cemburu antara sikap ku...cemburu jgk menunjukkan betapa sayangnya aku kpd kamu...manjamu itu membuatkan aku rasa amat dekat dan lebih rapat dgnmu...rahsia kita berdua

haha~ni antara aktiviti bile ktorg jadi sengal..
dan dia mmg romantik bile angin kus2 dia dtg...
aku suke n kdg2 xsangke rupe2nye dalam hati dia ade tman..haha

cerita chenta

ok..ini chenta hati sy!!sumpah sy sgt2 syg die..
gmbar ni die edit sdri n sy sgt tharu dgn ape yg die wat~

Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying......
I know you where it thins down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed But I have loved you from the start Oh,
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words 'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

n lagu ni mmg bagi byk kngan buat diri aku..
aku suke lagu ni n die pnah dedicated lagu ni utk aku..
*sgt sweet ouh die *

terima kasih syg~